My mom makes it a point to do nothing but study, study and study. Not that I'm against that, but somehow my parents feels that it is crucial for me to do NOTHING BUT STUDYING. Seriously, they would tell me every freaking minute to study if I try to do anything else. Literally. Every. Freaking. Minute.
They would interrupt any train of thought (or every grain of thought for the case) just to remind me of what they've said ten times in two minutes. Because of that I'm now highly unfocused nor can I pay any total attention to anything. I don't want to come across as rude by ignore them or talking back, as they are my beloved parents for the sake of living, but hell do they need to know focusing is a very important part for doing anything.
Their constant lectures (or non-stop lectures if you count in the pauses for commas and full-stops in their sentences) has become very much disturbing. I AM aware that what they say are important but having to listen to them attentively every time they repeat it is downright disturbing.
What makes it worse is, now I even hear them talking into my ear even when they're not there. Fact. I hear their voices in the toilet, in my dreams, at school, and even in between lyrics of kpop songs. It is that serious.
"Dear, go study. Don't play around anymore."
"Dear, you know that this test is important."
"When are you going to stop and go do some studying? "
"Dear, what are you still doing now? "
If I try to give full attention to anything, I worry for every waking second that they might have anything else to say, anytime they would come around and tell me to stop whatever I try to do, and study. Thanks to that I can't even focus when I sit down for studying. Gahhhh.
And when I DO study, I find a gazillion snippets of "useful newspaper articles that i have to read", which they put in between pages of my books. Now that's high-level trolling. WHAT THE FRUIT DO THEY WANT FROM ME
The only time they don't interrupt when they should is when I am sleeping. I have this problem of getting tired easly and whenever I have a nap it will be a total knockout for at least 2 hours. I really need the nap so I have tried setting three loud alarms at once, having my brother try slapping me awake and behold, having my parent to help wake me up.
Only then they decide is bad to disturb. Wow.
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