Statements.

Today, was a day I couldn't really describe. I feel so happy, excited, but horrible at the same time. Still feeling as tired as if staying up all night despite having more sleep than usual. The walls and shields I usually put up against every other people in this world somehow disappeared. The thoughts that were never brought up nor told to anyone else, are now shouted directly at others, without any worries of the consequences nor outcome, without even holding back. Something I always wished to do, expressing without doubt nor guilt. It must be the inertia of insanity accompanied by lingering tiredness.

The frustrations caused by my sloth and indecisive state... that haunted me for so long has finally hauled me down the drain. What  I will become of in the future any more? everything seems so easy yet hard at the same time. How do people go through all that? I do know, just so confused. Just like knowing all the directions, but not where to head for. 

The song that BigBang brought out today is beyond beautiful. Listening to it brought me to tears on this frustrating day. 

No matter how much other groups can impress, BigBang is the only one that I can make me live and heal from wounds and sadness with their music. 

Their songs can reach people's souls. That's why.

I just want to cry everything out in a corner of a dark room, with this song on repeat.