Fruit you chinese. Fruit you very much.

自从两年前，不知不觉地，学习能力迅速地衰退。如今已到达难以操作，无法运用的地步了。难道我已经到了停止成长的年龄，逆成长？不可能。活到老，学到老，停止成长怎可能会对这方面有影响？可别人都一直学习，为何只有我会这样？

一定是因为太少思考，思维停顿了太久，人也呆了。

语文，表达能力几乎消失得无影无踪。尤其是华语。偏偏今年还得面对大考。不，连月考都应付不来，还谈什么大考？？不不不。目前完成老师交待的作文，都已成了大问题。完成了再说。

就因这个臭作文。连造句的能力都没了，还作文。可见老娘的水准差到不行。之所以在今次的博客用汉文，热热身。

身为华校生（而且还是个华裔），读了那么多年的华文还不精通，小姐你还真失败呀。这下子活着怎么面爹娘，死了怎么见祖宗啊啊啊

Sorry for the lack of update lately/ I had to catch up on homework, and get some healthy sleep. Seriously how the hell do those top students live with good grades and profuse school activity??

You can see here I'm warming up on a language, after such a long time... lack of usage kills it.

As a Chinese-educated, chinese malaysian, with chinese as mother tongue, using the language every day and hearing it in half of the time, how the hell can my language skills suck so much @@ I can't even make a sentence for heaven's sake, now a full-length essay, even?? It's evident that I just ever use ultra-basic oral chinese. what the fruit. So going to die tomorrow.