Everyone's working hard. You should be no exception.

Somehow "enlightened" about that sentence right before school started. Maybe that was the cause of my insanity?? lol

Really, other people would have understood that sentence since around 10-12 years old and are quite confident youths by now. Yet I just had somehow more faith in the meaning of it but still I might not hold on to working hard even if I have to. Doing things that I'm supposed to somehow doesn't come by as frequently as it should, and procrastination along with escapism really has been what's going on for like, the past five or six years??

 Dear hells I'm such a failure.

I've been very horrible in self-discipline for quite a long time already, its about time I'm actually determined to change.