Sure.

Fine? I don't feel fine.
 People can be all so comfortable being around friends.
 But instead of being active and energized at the presence of people I just feel so tired.

It's because of all the insecurities looming around my mind which haunts me down to tiredness.
I was never certain about what I know, so much that you can hear doubt
in every word I speak
and even every step I take,
every move I make.

That is why people could not be convinced enough to put trust on me.
 The fear of taking even the slightest bit of responsibility pushes people away in disgust.
I do acknowledge all that but I was too much of a coward to confront it.
Now I will channel every bit of certainty into everything I do.

No more things 'maybe' happening.
No more, 'really'.
Things just happen.
They are and do, certainly.

I can be sure.
I can put more effort.
I believe I can do what I want.

Because I can change.
And I want to change.

But now I just need some rest.