Revisiting

I am back. And the first thing I want to say on this return is that I am very sorry for insulting the two sole followers I have. Sincere apologies.

It had been a year and a half since the last post, which I deleted due to the rudeness and insulting language used. I have grown much since the last incidence, and hopefully I shall not write any more foolish posts like the last one. Can't even believe that it was even on the main page of this blog for the whole hiatus...

As you can see I have rearranged the design of this blog after the long-termed abandonment. The whole aura of the site is much more cheery now. :)

Looking back at my old posts it reminds me about how depressed I was back then. Brings back nostalgic memories even though its only a year and a half old TwT hahaha. Some of the posts were even embarrassing (or maybe in my own opinion) but I won't delete them. Because it is all that has happened that molds who we are now, right? Aside from that I need to learn to be proud of who I am, and also who I was.

With help from my family, religion and my precious friends and idols the depression(and delusion) inside me had decreased dramatically. I much more brave and happy now and I owe it all to them. Sorry that I made you all worry and disappointed before.

I am aware that I am not strong enough from the inside, passive, lacking socially and also maybe from most aspects but I am willing to learn.So from now on I will try to express myself more and record my own growth on this blog, and hopefully make updates as frequently as I can.

All of you who had made me happy and satisfied, I am very grateful for all your efforts and love. You kept me happy and gave me hope in my life.

Now, its my turn to entertain. :D