STILL ALIVE

I'm livin' that, I'm livin that good life--

okay maybe not really but I am still alive. But the net community had pretty much forgotten my existance, to the extent that even my internet modem thinks I'm dead lol

This might be not an official return because there's still three days left until holidays end and I'll die off again to the study corner in despair. Because the half year exam before holidays means result will come out right when school reopens. And I assure you I didn't do even a decent job at it. And--

 OH SHIT.

I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN.

HALF YEAR RESULTS = PARENTS DAY.

MY PARENTS GONNA SEE THE HORRIBLE RESULTS.

...

Can't believe I'm still here drawing out a plan for another home-made dolly when I'm supposed to write my will lol.

xxx

Dance practice for these two weeks are unprogressive. Crew members refuse to show up for practice. Choreography is unfinished. Then again we don't have the confirmation letter for the competition yet, and there's still a chance for canceling the participation for studies. 

As a leader of the dance crew, I'm a total failure. Can't believe I just wrecked another chance of performing. We haven't even done a single official performance under our crew name yet. How I wished I had started dancing since 2008. Then I'd have more chances without having the pressure of the final exams. How the hell will we get a chance of performing as a crew now? After the finals, graduation, after that we will go down our own routes and continue education and... and...

I don't want it all to end now.

....

 And it won't, because I said so.

I don't care.